A running mind and a sprinting love; 
Always wondering "Am I too much for everyone, yet not enough to be your only one?" 
  
My thoughts weigh down my stomach and I keep sinking to the floor, but when I realized I was drowning, 
I grew too weak to swim to His courts.  
  
Although He gifted me life and I am selfless enough to give anyone mine,  
When He pours His love into me endlessly, my heart leaks petrol, like channeling methane into the sea. 
  
I float in your presence and suffocate in our togetherness, because my love for you is like an ocean of gasoline,  
Where I would burn with you for eternity.  
  
I confess with my mouth and believe in my heart, that Jesus is the Christ and the only way out of the dark.  
My limp from worldly love is healed by walking with God, and I never have to wonder “Am I enough for the only one who gives me unconditional love?" 



Tuesday 23 July 2024