Broken Memory

I’ve done it to myself, went back to memory lane where your smiles brought joy to my heart,
not pain.
That smile was for your daughter

Do I just love to feel pain? Oh i love to feel pain of broken memories,
broken hearts,
man that shits insane.

I went to your SPACE and saw a girl that looked like Grace,
my heart starts to sink I thought this was fate.

No it was just a painful reminder of what I once had,
I’ll probably follow my dads fate,
Drinking to the pain, trying to chase the dragon with a pipe and needle in my hands,
Thats not my habit

Thats just todays thoughts,
my mind changes as often as the Sun goes up and goes down, thats one thing I can rely on.
A consistent sun.

The sun rises, so I must too.