Tshidiso Mojapelo

Born 2003-10-09, Johannesburg
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Soulful Desires

I still sense your aroma everywhere I go.
I tried to ignore it, but it's everywhere.
It is as if it's following me, hunting me.
Maybe I'm imagining or exaggerating this,
But I just can't seem to get over you.

For a while I pay attention to it,
And it brings back memories.
Time to time I prefer being alone,
Being in my own space, my own world,
Where everything is dictated by me.

You know, I'm used to derogation,
Always classified as a deviation from normal.
A merely bashful and monotonous guy
A person with no flaws, no wrongs,
With no friends and fails to converse,

But that day, that moment, in those few minutes,
I discovered something new about myself.
Something that makes me feel human,
Alive and complete, at least this backs
Everybody who claims I'm going haywire.


Because I keep smiling as I fantasize about you.
It fascinates me to have this thought
Of doing things that elicit emotions,
The touch we had warmed my heart,
Soothed my skin and doomed my mind

At times I wonder if this was all genuine
For me to share this connection with only you.
I mean not all can touch me as you do
Nor have the magnetic eyes you have.
Hence I called your hunting scent into controversy

Till I noticed, only you make me feel special.
I have only you to please my soul,
Only you to have my undivided attention,
Only you to fit into the item in question
Only you to match my possessions.

In general only you own my heart.
Out of all of my wants you are the greatest.
You fulfil my needs and make my world.
To me ours will always be immortal,
And I will stop at nothing to keep it.
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