I wake up with a feeling of guilt
Should be ashamed of each breath i take
Can i share some weight please!
But im sinking and no one's listening

It feels like I'm screaming
Yet i don't want to make a sound
I want everyone to notice
But i don't want your pity

All this hatred within me
The anger and despair
I'm lost my dear
I wish i could show you

I'm ashamed of being alive
The hatred of any reflection
Should you understand
If i can't explain it myself

I'm drowning
Yet again