I should want get up
But I won’t

I should want to try harder
But I don’t

I should want to resist
But I can’t

I should want to find hope
Who doesn’t?

I should want to chase peace
Who wouldn’t?

I should want to be myself
But that’s selfish

I shouldn’t be invested in anything else
But that’s foolish

I don’t know why
I can’t pick my head off the floor
Or why I keep sticking my head
Out the door

I don’t know why
I am this way
I don’t know why
I don’t know
I don’t
I can’t
I won’t
I should
But I just won’t