Turbulent emotion just raked in
Pains me a lot as it is aching
I honestly do not know the reasons for fury
Eventually, the relationship went awry
Inside my heart, I am screaming I did no mistake
Yet, I had to be at the end of forsake
No matter what I say now, it doesn't mend
Neither these thick emotions will suspend
Peace and happiness have been my anthem
But life had given me an unexpected numb
Not sure how deep it is, as I really cannot fathom
I hope someday I can pull my energies to overcome
I am not advocating on what you should perceive
Certainly, I neither deceive nor my attitude is heave
Whether you talk to me or not is your choice
After all these years, this pain certainly will pierce.