since days im feeling very stressed
but at a point i think i'm also depressed
i don't remember the last time showing myself being messed
today there was not just a heavy heart in my chest

i thought i was in hiding the best
but it turned out, me failing the test
keeping it in secret, that was my quest
but feeling pressed in the chest, gave me the rest

I thought I was hiding the best…
hahaha

im not
the whole time i'm thinking about putting the dot
ending this lame excuse of a life with a shot
nobody knows since when im carrying this heavy knot