You misunderstood things i had problems with to explain

please let me finish dont complain

this will give us a long lasting pain
something we would shower in like its rain

i cant get you out of my brain
yeah it sounds insane
i still dream you call me your boy
this is a desire i have to destroy as soon
as i see your face, reflected in the light of the moon

And it really had a fast harming end
now i'm seeing reels and don't know whom to send
desperately remembering it all
even the smell of Flowers with vitriol

are we ever going to talk again
will i be the person who’ll gain
your love, who wears your initial on a chain
who will kiss you in the rain