Sometimes I don’t know what’s racing through my mind,
The person I’m supposed to be is very hard to find,
Passion is inexistent there nothing I desire a little bit,
Though I try to seek a piece of hope the results remain unfit,

Thoughts and feelings I possess but lack the energy,
And automatically I absorb all of life’s negativity,
I keep on pushing through it all hoping to breakthrough,
But sadly the outcome results in nothing new,

I recognize the right choices to make and which I should detest,
But my actions don’t respond this way as I’m burdened with the stress,
Most days I’m scared and lonely afraid to be alone,
And people in my life don’t understand me so support they never shown,

Maybe I’d be different if someone guided me in younger years,
Getting my way with no consequence my ambition for my future disappeared,
Therefore I’m lost walking the path I shouldn’t take,
Because I have no courage to confidently walk the path I was suppose to make.