In order for an individual way of self-knowledge to be truly individual, it must be as independent as possible, separate from all other views, but the very nature of individuality implies isolation, which almost inevitably turns into separateness and opposition of oneself to others, thus trying to realize oneself as an individual , consciousness perceives itself as separate

This opposition turns into rejection of everything that is perceived as “not-me,” and this is how a world force of repulsion arises, which at the level of individual consciousness manifests itself as anger - rejection of what seems “alien”

The next stage is the recognition of oneself as “better” than others, that is, the affirmation of the primacy of one’s own existence over the existence of others, which means pride and its supporting force – Lucifer – are born, and consciousness learns to distinguish “one’s own”, cling to it, creates the idea of ​​personality and its qualities , which gives rise to the spirit of possession - Lilith, which leads to the desire to receive, greed, envy and jealousy arise, that is, the desire to make “yours” what seems “good”, and Consciousness gives birth to the next force - Beelzebub

As a result, the state of unity, which underlies and constitutes the deep nature of individuality, is forgotten, a state arises, which is called the “fall,” the darkened state seems real, consciousness, on the one hand, begins to generate unfinished flows that give rise to time and extension, and on the other – becomes entangled in more and more destructors, thereby “we ourselves give birth to our own demons”