I disincarnated, to put it simply, I just died, and so quickly that I couldn’t immediately understand where my soul ended up and who it became, then an epiphany came - the soul found itself in the Interworld, at a crossroads, which means I am Man - Elementer
Now is the most important step, because some of the elementaries, realizing their new position and its possibilities, turn into Larvs, the patron gods of clans, states and nations, another part, experiencing a lack of energy, into evil Larvs, and the rest are in a dream-like state, often even not realizing that they died
Moreover, any soul, confused by the realization of the death of its carrier, experiencing a feeling of hunger, can become angry and turn into such a predator, increasingly losing control over its aggression
No, it’s too early for me to go to the gods, I don’t want to go to the Larvas, but the reference point of the physiological Egregor, which gives the Power of blood kinship, is just right for me, God grant that I have enough strength