I am unhappy, because I am separated from my true home, where everything accepts me as I am

But this is impossible, because rejection from the whole is necessary, only dividing ourselves into separate aspects, who we essentially are, is a prerequisite for self-knowledge of the Absolute

I understand everything, there is a force called Nakhash, it prevents reunification, it is reflected in the 15th Arcana of the Tarot as the Devil, which is undeserved, because this Force is only a manifestation of the Threshold Principle

But the soul, torn from home by the incarnation, hurts so much