you melted a hole in my soul that can only be filled with you. so I'm numbing the pain with denial while realty digs at the wounds. I forgot I had to be numb, baby, the scars are just too deep. and I used to be the strong one, baby, but now I'm just too weak. I can feel you so thick in my veins like the drugs I took to forget. I want you to need me like I need you. I need you to remove the knife from my heart that you casually tossed in the back of your closet, while pieces of yours slip through my fingers into the ocean of tears on the floor. I didn't know you'd be the one to consume me, I didn't mean to let you fade. i'm still trying to crawl back inside you but the locks have all been changed. I'm drowning in you and you don't even care. I am helpless, but I'm yours. it's all I ever wanted to be, please live my life for me. had another day of rain from you, but please let me breathe tonight.