I keep giving you my cold shoulders
I thought you're not going to give up
I keep saying to myself I don't want you
I thought you're not going to find someone else
I keep saying I won't fall for you
I thought you're not gonna stop needing me
I keep saying you do not deserve me
I thought you still want me
Until, I saw you and her
Look so good together
Should I be happy for him?
But what is this I'm feeling?
Some kind of tightness in my chest
Grabbing your jacket you gave to me
Was the hardest thing to do
I left it hanging there
I can't wear it
I don't want to use any longer
it reminds me of you
How I thought everything
is supposed to end up something
But really, it's nothing.
I wonder
Maybe if I didn't think it all,
I might have kept you.
-Levianel