Please, risk again.
I know it will be hard to start.
I know it will be painful.
I know it may take a lot of courage.
But it all be worth it.
You may cry again.
You may feel alone again.
You may regret things again.
......
There he goes again.
Sending messages
In the middle of the night.
"Can I come over?"
"Sure, just use the back door."
"I've missed you"
......
The person who hurt me
is back.
That person asked me,
"Hey, it's been a while how are you?
You know what? I missed you sooooo much."
That person said that with a pure smile
with a touch of darkness and chaos.
It all came back to me
......
What if you wouldn't have to stay?
Would you leave her?
No, that's impossible
I just think you wouldn't care if she left you
You'll probably stick with her to the end
Wherever she goes, whatever it is she's doing
Or even whoever else is with her
You wouldn't care at all
Cause you love her that much
......
I tried grasping at you
The air feels cold all of a sudden
I can't feel you anymore
My eyesight is blurry
We're nearly at our destination
When you said
"I give up. I'm sorry."
......
Are you sleeping fine these days?
Without me, you're probably overthinking some stuff again.
I should probably tell you this, your warmth is getting colder.
And each night is a struggle for the feelings I'm trying to maintain.
I'm in trouble you know, it's like a deep stain.
Whenever I try to get rid of it, you'll be there to keep me in the loop.
Stop telling me to dream life with you when you don't want me to fall asleep.
......
Would you be willing to thank the rain?
If I will be the one closest to pain?
Should you be thinking about her warmth
When the blood is pouring out of your heart?
Silence is a loophole in my head
It's making me think not to feel regret
Your laughter and pranks
Being childish and being a jerk at times
I admit it is remarkable in its own way
......
I can't seem to forget the scent
All the paintings in your wall
It is really a hard fall
I saw the colors you've been keeping for so long
I'm surrounded by you
It defines you
I saw the real you in those works
......
They say you'll never be the same
But for me, your eyes say it all
That one night summer we shared
Will always be here in my heart
You knock on the door
Teens were past out on the floor
Found me in the middle
Grab my waist
Try to pull me in your world
......
Thank you for saving me."
But I'm sorry, I don't.. I can't love you"
These were the words that stabbed my heart
I thought everything is going well for us
I've been trying to lie to myself
All this time, I'm fighting for us
But little do I know
......