I wish you said yes.
I wish you stop me at that time.
I wish you hadn't met me.

Did you happen to wish the same thing?
Did those thoughts happen to cross your mind?

Every single day, it is for me.

I embrace those pain.
The tears that made my eyes swollen for days.
Your warmth that made me feel safe.
Even the softness of your lips gave me butterflies.
Your hands that perfectly fit in mines.
The coffee you made that one morning, it's sweet.

I wonder if you really cared.

If you really interested in me in the first place.
If I even have the chance to be her substitute.
Why bother asking the questions, when I had the answers.

You just had to pretend it was never there for me to see it, right?
Blinded like a fool from the very beginning.
Took advantage of it and I let you toyed my heart.

It was so fragile back then
It was so sensitive back then
It was so pure back then

Yes, it was back then when I learned the word love.

You were the one who taught me that.
But I guess you not a good teacher for it though.
And I'm not a good student either.
I'm not going to blame you for everything I went through.

It's not worth it.

Because I saw it, you never wish anything would happen for both of us.
The only one who always throws a coin in the wishing well,
is me.

-Levianel