Levianel Ross

Oct 21, 1998 - PH
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Stupid Thoughts 18

What if you wouldn't have to stay?
Would you leave her?
No, that's impossible
I just think you wouldn't care if she left you
You'll probably stick with her to the end
Wherever she goes, whatever it is she's doing
Or even whoever else is with her
You wouldn't care at all

Cause you love her that much
More and deeply, I guess.

Assuming that every single day she's going to turn around and hold you close
Maybe one day she'll call your name again
Might as well imagine she will going to give you another chance
Amending your past with her
Doesn't mean you can go back to the way it was before

You let go of her first

She thought of you this way too
But it's too late

She started building a strong wall
Even the girl doesn't know if the wall has a soft spot
Or if there's a door somewhere, where's the key?

Time isn't always the cure to anything
You will get impatient
Thus you're going to break the rule of time and space

You will try and get back to where, when and why you let go of her
You will try to fix everything

But unfortunately, you witnessed the future itself
No matter how hard you try to bring back the pieces

It will end up broken, same time, same place and the same person.

Sometimes fixing what's already broken
Is an act out of guilt.

Soon you will realize that life isn't a fairytale.
It's just a long nightmare
And you will ride along with it.

Don't worry.
You've already paid your share
That's the pain you've caused and the pain you've felt.

-Levianel
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