It's okay if we don't fix it right now
I'm broken
Inside and out

It's okay if we don't fix it right now
I'm thinking
I want to cut my wrist
It's okay if we don't fix it right now
Maybe I'll try the road
this time

It's okay if we don't fix it right now
But I don't want to
bother anyone

It's okay if we don't fix it right now

How long has it been?
Can't remember the time
I was still me

Did I really lost myself?
Or just being dramatic here?

Because they say
I'm just lonely

How can I know that?

When the first pain I know
was trying to kill myself?

Sometimes tears just
running down my cheeks

Then I want to walk at night
Hoping to get murdered in the streets

Funny

I go to school

They look at me

And say "Hey you look happy"

Of course I am
I should be
Or I will be a disappointment
I'd rather look happy
So I can't bother anyone
I don't want to ruin your day

Because like I said

It's okay if we don't fix it right now.

-Levianel