I've become a monster
I left everything behind
I scream and scream

No one heard me
No one cares
Because no one knows

Even if they do
They thought and claim
That they can really understand
Relate
even convince me

I was really loved by everyone
in the past
But now, I just hate everyone
I'm too lazy to even speak up

They're not going to listen anyway
Because people tend to love their own voices
rather than listening to others.
They like to keep their egos in check
obnoxiously pathetic

Why do I need to apologize
for the monster I've become
when no one ever felt sorry for making me this way.
I would never do the same things
anymore.

I'll just stop,

I would rather become a monster
who ruined your life
rather than an angel who constantly
making your life easier.

So much so that you blinded yourself.
Just saying, I love being a trash.
Keep tossing me in the trashcan
I belong to them

I found the place where I needed to be

You don't need to pick me up.
I'm perfectly fine being a monster.
Resent me
Get mad at me.

I don't know, or just kill me instead
That will be easier right?

-Levianel