So today, I asked myself
"I only have one year left, what am I going to do?"
And then the things that people always say to me

"Everybody has their own pace,

Their chapter 1 isn't the same as yours
Your time will eventually come"
But does it?

I'm feeling so much pressure right now
My classmates are skilled and talented
They can get into wherever or whatever job

And still be lucky enough to feel genuine happiness

While me, on the other hand, looks so pathetic
Yeah growing up is always going to happen to anyone
We eventually need to leave the nest
And start working our butts off
But what if, I don't have what it takes?

I like my program of choice
Enough so to actually work hard for every exam
But still, I don't have what it takes.

They say that I shouldn't be terrified of adulthood
But it takes a lot of courage to actually set goals
And then tries to aim or reach it.

The higher the goal in life is,
the scarier the road is.

Yep, this is stupid.

-Levianel