They say I look different.
That I never stood a chance.
Because this is my punishment and I should pay the price.

How is it so difficult to accept everything?
Like this is me, and so?
Why the need of explaining?
What do they saw?
Am I still the problem?
I can’t see their point at all.

Because I think, they are broken.

My eyes are not to blame.
I think everyone is guilty, including myself.
I think everyone is the same.
Prove yourself countless of times, they will only demand more.
And we all might as well end up on being bored.

Bored on focusing on each other's flaws
Bored on looking faults in every law.
And bored on living up expectations.

Because we already lock ourselves up, to start focusing on standards.
And when we should have been looking,

When we should have been listening,
When we should have been feeling,
When we should have been thinking.

What is there to change if it only breaks everything?
All we did, was to stare until our own can’t retrieve.

The reality, we are too naive to accept that and be deceived.

-Levianel