There has been a chain
of events which have
occurred and I seem to
be in the middle, yet
I feel as though IÕm
not even there, like
its simply a daydream
that youÕll awake from,
the words of a
lonely heart are now
being spoken without
hesitation or precaution,
and yet to say I
understand would be a
lie, for I know
not why they are
now being spoken they
confuse my thoughts and
break my heart even
more to know my love is
for another I can not
be his lover nor can
I love him freely
if he wonÕt let
me see within him.