I’ve know quite awhile that we aren’t right for each other.
We make each other miserable.
Fights everyday, passive aggressive comments with zero resolution.
If only we knew how to make things better between us, make us a unit, one, whole.
Instead of against, battle, versus.
Hostility has become normalized, you’re a cunt, idiot and crazy becomes our pet names.
Insults rolls off my spine as I bend and stretch for more.
I yearn and also detest you.
You bring me comfort in minute moments which I use to justify the 95%.
It’s 100% me at this point. Stay for this and that, hoping that an apple would change to a pineapple.
Are we enough to persevere through this hardship?
As I hide my thoughts to make up for my shortcomings.

I’m enough and whole. I deserve love and support. But So do you.