I battle and I struggle
Afraid I won't make it
That one day I will give up
Or give into my own thoughts
I keep pushing forward
Not for me but for my boys
I struggle, I don't know ehy
Life isnt that bad
Maybe my past, my childhood
This I don't know
I do know the battle
At times it consumes me
Everything about me
I hide it away smile and keep going
But when I am alone
The thoughts flood my mind
As if a sea of darkness
One day I will be okay
One day the smiles will be real
But for now....
I battle and I struggle