The overwhelming thoughts of suicide
run rampant.

Dr says try something that works on the brain
Like a relaxant.

No.

I feel the way I feel for a reason. i've been branded

The series of events that have happened in my life have left me stranded. I can't stand it.

But that's you kid!

I know it's stupid! How deeply this shit is rooted
How much my thoughts have become polluted, I tried to refuse but I can't elude it. It's putrid.

I'm dead inside.
I tried.
I know you don't see it but I tried.

I live through hell this ain't a lie
My tears evaporated, I tried to cry
The flames scorch the earth beneath my feet
The chains hold me down like an animal
No matter how much I bleat.

I wait for the Shepherd that leads me to graze
Who breaks the chains and leaves all this in the old days.

Only thing is the Shepherd is me, I'm the only one who can give me the key, to open the lock to these chains and set me free.

I'm the only one who can stand on these two feet and open my eyes and see!

See?
Don't you see?
It's always been me!