Ismael H

May 26, 1998-Omaha NE
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Lady in the glass dress

Lady in the Glass Dress, I Can See right trough you.


Minding my business, going about my will.
It’s been awhile since I’ve heard your heartbeat next to mines. I’ve been in and out of lines. Traveling to different cities and moments and this is all happening in my mind.
I know you’re not around but I still
Hear your voice in my head. I bought the biggest and most comfortable bed but without you I can’t be comfortable enough to lay my head.
Sinking into reality my abnormality is a place where only you and I exist.
A place where our realities collide and I’m the Only person you can’t resist.

Breathing so heavily as I start to remember. You used to cover me when I was sad and blue. Took away the sadness and blues.
Mind over matter, nothing else even Mattered.

I need you to come back to me. If it’s love That you want I promise I’ll make you believe.
I know your hearts wounded from all the troubles you’ve endured. You have to understand my love is pure so you won’t be deceived.
Your mind is so uneven, sometimes I can see your hearts hurting when ever your talking to me.
Mind crippled by what she’s lost, she can’t see that there’s so much to gain.
Life’s been a mirror reflecting On you, it seems so that you’ve got yourself to blame.
Live, laugh, learn it all sounds easy to say
But very hard to put into play:
The day I die will be the day I rise, all my fear is nothing but an illusion of my fear for my own demise: keeping your head under water, sinking not swimming. Fading instead of blooming.
Your laying next to
Your doubts and your faults as if you’ve got the world on your shoulders.

Heart pure as gold , mind infatuated by every single lie that she’d ever been told.
A Beautiful strong women with Courage is What her mother was trying to mold. She was mesmerized by life itself so Pretty Much Everything seemed cold.
She said to me. Everyone’s gotta story, so what’s yours.

Hearts broken, minds broken, Spirit’s Fractured. She ask “Why?”

I said “She broke me but I stood still
She tore my heart but I prevailed
She left me but I survived”

She’d asked me who?

I said my “Mother”

Insane thoughts Creep my mind, like
Im so selfless no one See Me for who I am. They are All Blind. Walking towards a future planed out And magnified.
Everything seems clear but to fathom grown
And moving on, it all seems overwhelming as I’ve realized. There’s not one emotion
My body can’t hide.
I stand aside
Let them go past me.
That muse in my brain.
That feeling of rupture that’ll
make me go insane. Those days that one heartbreak that made me feel plain.
When A mother denies You of Love
You deserve it makes feel like there’s not
Much in the world you can gain.
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