Dear me,
The way you feel right now will pass, just like happiness comes to end so will sadness so breathe and remind yourself this too shall pass.
Repeat it, even if it means crying into your pillow so that your voice is muffled this too shall pass,
Remind yourself, even when you're looking in the mirror with tears streaming down your face questioning everything wrong with you, this too shall pass
So don't ponder on it even for a second bc dear me, each day is different and it'll only be as beautiful as you make it out to be.
Dear me, I know you feel neglected and unloved but I promise you are... you are so loved, you're loved when your face lights up out of pure joy, you're loved when you're hurting and nothing seems okay. You're loved in every shape and form you present yourself in. You are loved and this sadness you feel believe me it too shall pass.
So suppress your feelings, hold your tongue even when you want to be screaming I NEED YOU TO LOVE ME, hold it in because this version of you shall pass.
By tomorrow you'll wake up, and it would have passed.
So dear me, hold onto every thing you have.