The world of science negated my life,
as every day of mine was breathed out,
balancing on emotions and experience,
and yet I failed- failed as everything I could be.
To the one who taught, I failed as a student...
To the one who loved, I failed as a lover...
To the one who believed, I failed as a supporter...
To the one who leaned on, I failed as a pillar...
When man once said, the world is one of many,
a twinkle gleamed my eyes,
as a bud in me bloomed, grateful that it wasn’t me-
it was the world that failed me,
the ones who had shades of hope in me,
who failed me and failed themselves.
The left eye sees the white lie-
I am the chess piece on a checker board,
The right eye see the broken sight-
I am a armored knight in paradise.
Never an ounce is it justified,
for my soul is just too polluted
to accept my lacking mind,
the lock was here and there and everywhere,
while the key was broken in my crimson hands.