I don’t owe you any explanation
Or answer
For all the hurt and pain that
You have caused me
Is the reason that you call me
Because you want to taunt me
And put on a show
You know how to play a role
Acting like the good guy
With no past mistakes
Telling me it’s not my fault
I was damaged by the other guy
And you can listen to my problems
And what can you do to help
But the truth is the other guy is you
Oh what a fool I am to put myself
In a situation like this again
Living my past shame on repeat
My own personal hell
Self-sabotage
At its best is what it truly is
What a beautiful catastrophe
Karma
Always on the job
With my best friend
You really hit another low
No self-control
Is what I ruled it as
We were young and dumb
And had no control
Doing things
We had no business doing
Grown people stuff
Kids have no business in
Close the shop
Stop the show
A standing ovation
Is well deserved
Because I fell
For your words again
I always realize too late
You’ve won the game
Even 3 years later
I’m still my own traitor
For letting shit slide
Unannounced
Uninvited
I’m glad you decided to ruin the day
And give me some play
I thought that I had it again
But truly in the end
I am my only friend
I guess I’ll see you at the end.