That feeling of numbness never seems to depart from me
Every time I think I’ve gotten better
Every time I think I’ve overcome
Then it appears, piercing through my bones
Reminding me that it’ll always be there
I can never depart from it
And through I try time and time again to feel again
Feel something
Feel something old
I can never fully feel anything anymore
The numbness has consumed me
Holding my mind captive in a daze of pain
A daze of trauma
A daze of hurt that I can never seem to snake
I miss the days pain was unknown to me
I miss feeling free…