When you look at me, I see so many things
The good and the bad
When you touch me, I feel so many things
The warmth and the cold
When you kiss me, I taste so many things
The bitter and the sweet
I take one look at you and the blood in my veins rushes
throughout my body, wanting more of that adrenaline.
You’re like a drug. A drug I can’t get over. A drug that makes me fall in love with you over and over again. You trapped me. I am addicted.
Your voice makes these melodies, making a song that I never want it to stop. But now the record is broken.
I no longer hear these melodies.
Eye to eye, I am listening. Trying to find the rhythm again.
But all I see are these words coming out of your mouth. The lies that you are telling me making their way around my body. Wrapping me. Suffocating me. Please stop. You’re hurting me. You told me you loved me. I don’t feel your love anymore. Your lies washed them away and you drowned me. We’re both trying to fix this record, but you keep damaging it. I can no longer hear the beauty of the song anymore.
Madness has taken over as we try to fix this, but the instructions no longer matter to you. You do the opposite of what I'm telling you.
You no longer hear me. Understand me. Listen to me. I am showing you what love is. How to fix a broken heart that you broke. You broke it. Why are you mad if you broke it? I gave you the key to my heart to protect it and when you open it, there’s nothing but the lies you told that sits in the middle of my pure heart. But my heart feels for you. My heart beats for you. My heart loves you. Yet my body craves the drug you had given me when I first met you. So I take in more of your love, filling my body with dangerous chemicals while we listen to the broken record called Beauty Behind Madness.