My dad is a creep
My mom is a sucker
They're doing the best they can but I guarantee they could do it better
I hate living at home
I wanna live in Bali
I'm stuck in this circumstance
I was five minutes late now they're gonna fire me
I'm old now and single
......
Never a night passed,
Without her photograph.
It stayed idle, lifeless,
Speaking every word
I wish to hear from her.
Sometimes, I bring her
Closer to my lips,
Trying to comb her hair,
To kiss her forehead,
To hush into her ears,
......
Do I know who i am? Do I dare to dive deep?
Am I just a troubled soul? If I die, would they weep?
Innocent and young i was;
that, I know for sure
Unholy i have become, heavy guilt has made me sore
Have dreamed of a thief,
I believe he stole my life
He took it, sold it
......
I wanted to run away with you,
And i was ready to get lost in you.
I wanted to fly away with you,
But as i spread my wings,
I fell down, onto the ground.
Beneath me the pain, the agony of being disheartened.
Above me, the lies disguised under your promises.
You kept me so close, you kept my soul.
My soul slowly ravaging in you, turned into a ghoul.
The spirits you embarked were truly so high,
......
When you look at me, I see so many things
The good and the bad
When you touch me, I feel so many things
The warmth and the cold
When you kiss me, I taste so many things
The bitter and the sweet
I take one look at you and the blood in my veins rushes
throughout my body, wanting more of that adrenaline.
You’re like a drug. A drug I can’t get over. A drug that makes me fall in love with you over and over again. You trapped me. I am addicted.
Your voice makes these melodies, making a song that I never want it to stop. But now the record is broken.
......
My dad is a creep
My mom is a sucker
They're doing the best they can but I guarantee they could do it better
I hate living at home
I wanna live in Bali
I'm stuck in this circumstance
I was five minutes late now they're gonna fire me
I'm old now and single
......
Always knew that someday I would drown in those eyes too much
Build up a wall of hope, to hide away the truth
Of liking you too much
Would have changed everything to make you feel the same
Guess she reached it first
I know I should have said something
Guess it is now too late
Wish I could turn back time to make it all clear
......
I wanted to run away with you,
And i was ready to get lost in you.
I wanted to fly away with you,
But as i spread my wings,
I fell down, onto the ground.
Beneath me the pain, the agony of being disheartened.
Above me, the lies disguised under your promises.
You kept me so close, you kept my soul.
My soul slowly ravaging in you, turned into a ghoul.
The spirits you embarked were truly so high,
......
When you look at me, I see so many things
The good and the bad
When you touch me, I feel so many things
The warmth and the cold
When you kiss me, I taste so many things
The bitter and the sweet
I take one look at you and the blood in my veins rushes
throughout my body, wanting more of that adrenaline.
You’re like a drug. A drug I can’t get over. A drug that makes me fall in love with you over and over again. You trapped me. I am addicted.
Your voice makes these melodies, making a song that I never want it to stop. But now the record is broken.
......
Do I know who i am? Do I dare to dive deep?
Am I just a troubled soul? If I die, would they weep?
Innocent and young i was;
that, I know for sure
Unholy i have become, heavy guilt has made me sore
Have dreamed of a thief,
I believe he stole my life
He took it, sold it
......