Ayatullah Nurjati

June 19, 1981 - Jakarta
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A Sonnet 10: Do Not Ever Blame Me

Why do you keep blaming me?
Indeed my hobby is indeed unusual for most men, but it can relieve my emotions because of you
When there is something you feel strange. Must you blame me?
Do you really want to scold me?

I ever rarely blame you if you do wrong
I feel bad when I do it to you because and it will make your heart ache Even though I'm right, what I'm doing is still wrong. What's more, one looks even more wrong
I have to how to express this to you it becomes headache

As a man who supports you, it's not uncommon for me to do anything to fulfil all the needs of the three of us
I'm currently unsteady and confused what to do
I need it right now you cheer me up instead of adding to the problem and making me weaker of us
I'm not excited about living this life; I'm even tired of all the perfection that you want to achieve to do

Indeed life must be based on material so that love is more firmly rooted in our lives. But not so dear
Patience and fortitude are the keys to life and if you forget that then your life will be enslaved by the world and the hereafter will leave you, oh my dear
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