Does somebody have an idea, hint or a clue?
What's or Whom had the 'four faces of you?
Sketchy white, no color nor hue,
Though I hate to see felt so blue.

'GLAD' - so happy and smiling so dearly,
Never doubted her, do hugs and kisses daily,
But then smile's gone, faded suddenly,
Is it or Am I too late to say sorry?

'SAD' - I want to ask God,
Teary-eyed, just like a li'l lad,
So many in mind, but on a stationary pod,
No word can be heard, but only just a nod.

'BAD' - it is oh so Me, she think,
Mind feed, then chained and linked,
Don't want to stare, not even blink or wink,
Like the color red slowly fading to pink.

'MAD' - don't want to greet,
Not even dare to ask half-way meet,
Steady hands, ready to slap a cheek,
Punch, pinch, hit or even kick.

But if She only knew, why I'm still alive,
It is because I still feels her at my side,
Up until this day, She's still My guide,
And no one can stab Me a knife,

Only but You, My Air, My Keil, My life.