I don't hate you
Because to hate would mean I care
That I feel anything towards you
But you try to get closer and make me hate you
Then blame me for fighting back

You always gave me everything
Everything you thought I wanted
Things I should want really
But I wanted to fix myself
Yet that was when you finally left me alone

My brain is a mess
You called me a genius
My body is a mess
You told me to get stronger
My heart was a mess

I was a monster
You are a benevolent god
The world revolves around
In reality you live in a bubble
Barely able to see your own feet

You tell me to wake up
Like an ant telling a giant
You are small
Like a pebble to a volcano
Shouting it will never be great

I don't feel sad
Because that would mean I feel
Anything at all
Something to fill this void
You've made of me