.Standing in the darkness
Gazing up at the stars
I feel a tear run down my cheek
As I think about the scars.
Not all visible to the naked eye
Yet they hurt just the same.
Echoing in the silence,
Calling me out by name.
They want to be acknowledged-
To make me wonder why.
Breaking me down to nothing
Forcing me to breakdown and cry.
There's an emptiness inside
Where my heart used to be.
Refusing to face the truth:
That even I no longer love me.
Broken down in every way
Nothing left of my heart;
Just a thousand little pieces
Laying on the ground- broken apart.
Most days I hate myself
For letting you make me this way.
I've tried so hard to hide it,
But I'm really not okay.