I pinned my head against this wall,
starting to question where things went wrong.
People beginning to be ripped from my life,
without leaving a single trace why.
Just when I felt myself begin to heal again,
my emotions came down like father with the airmen.
Along with mother also gone,
and no one to care for sister Caroline,
I felt myself start to lose my mind.
And with the boy I thought things were forever,
he hid his true colors then soon blew his cover.
Never again being the man I thought he first was,
turns out he was just full of lust.
With hatred towards me that filled his heart,
and words that began to tear me apart,
forever leaning against this wall,
wishing things would go back to the start.