Rebirth, reflection, radicalized recreation.
Change your relationship status, tell your mom-
Be consoled by your friends, tie up loose ends.
Move house, switch jobs.
Get a haircut, start a new journal.
Slip back into old toxic routines-
Wait, is it happening again?
Acidify your mind, spend all your money on weed-
Dream.
Sleep fourteen hours a day.
Stay in sweet bedtime slumber dreamscape sur-reality.
Never cry.
Maybe once, curled up fetal,
Alone.
Styling your hair with mucus and despair.
Find yourself lying on the floor.
Imagine ways to end your pain.
Ways that won't cause maternal heartbreak.
For fuck sake.
Notice the hot girl at work.
Smile, look into her eyes.
Hangout with other people,
ask her out in your mind.
The answer will be no less than a yes,
if you never give her the chance to say something else.
Get drunk, take coke.
Find the love of your life sick hugging a toilet-
Confess.
Fall in love, play house.
Change your relationship status, tell your mom-
Tell all your friends, meet all of hers.
Get a haircut, start a new journal.
Commit to old healthy routines.
Wait, is it happening again?