“To fat” or “to skinny”
“to tall” or “to short”
“to heartless “ or “to sensitive”
it's always this or that.
I cut and cut again.
I saw the blood coming out and I felt relieved.
I thought i had control i thought it was the one thing i am in control of but even that i couldn't stop.
i have always heard “stop eating so much” or “u need to eat”
“your to loud” or “your not talking enough”
I do whatever I can to have people like me.
I live off of what people think of me.
when i try to talk about it they tell me “so stop caring”.
They don't know that I tried that.
I need other people's opinions to live.
but what can i say that what it means to be a people pleaser right?