Looking out the window
I see him start his car
I know where he's leaving
he's going to the bar

I'm waking up
to screaming and shouting
Stop! your hurting me
It's mommy my daddys choking

I run to the kitchen and try to get him off
but mommys not breathing
her breath has already stopped

I'm running to the phone to try to get some help
but my daddy just grabbed me
he's pushing me to the ground
let me go I'm screaming
now I can't breathe
I can't believe this
my daddys killing me

I close my eyes
and take my last breath...

So this is how it feels
to be faking your own death

Everythings quiet
I open one eye
my daddys walking away
I slowly begin to cry

I'm crawling towards the door
but her comes my daddys
now I'm done for
I just felt him stab me

Goodbye to the world and all who new me
this is how I died
by my alcoholic daddy.