There I was in the darkness
Happily allowing my tears to pass
With no one to stand by
For the hopes I lost in the grass

The heart was broken
The mind was without fear
For I had gone through the worst
They weren’t stopping
for they were my tears.

Just sitting in the dark corners
With no one to share the past
Allowing my days to pass by
For I thought I wasn't going to last

My hear and soul started to fade
There was no sympathy of shade
My feelings , my hope , my belief flew away
Like the particles of ashes.

I was once the iron
But now I had turned to rust
For they showed no pity in the long run
Everyone left me to disintegrate in the dust.

For thy the world laughed at me
But I laughed too
For they couldn’t see my heart and soul crying too.

I made the kids smile
For they couldn’t bare see me cry
I allowed the people to laugh
As I had no other hopes for miles.

It was the time to wake from ash and dust
As I wiped my tears and rust
Though it was a journey to walk alone
With no one to trust on
Yet it was the time to walk on.

I mended my heart and soul
There were no longer fake smiles
I walked away from hoax sympathies
For they were no longer my companions for miles.

I walked and walked
On my way to decide destiny
As I neglected the past as a dream
It was all on me , whom I could believe.

I turned from a day dreamer to a self BELIEVER
Everyone believed I couldn’t make it without help
Once they would laugh at me
Now I laugh at them!!