SUNITI SAW

April 04, 2007 - Jharkhand
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because it hurts like hell!!

Please can someone come and take me away?
living a life-the most miserable one-
it hurts like hell
don't wanna live anymore
just want to end it all.
living with a heavy heart is such a mess
seeing smiling faces happy people enjoying now and then
and here I am standing aloof of 'em all
trying hard to hide my pain and cope with my life
but over and over again i find myself trapped in that vicious cycle where it nearly seems impossible to ever come out
i am cursing my god for giving me such a life no friends no happiness no family nothing at all
i am tired of living at such a young age but what can i do rather than regretting my past decisions and wailing over em all
watching people together now feels like hell
'cause once i was in the same place
but god has taken everything from me in one blow
don't i deserve to be happy to have a normal life?
it feels like dying to see myself turning from a lalala girl to i am better alone one
so i wanna know
please can someone come and take me away
as i'm lost in between that long forgotten heartbreak and nostalgia
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