Our new walls,
empty in the dusk,
hang like sheets
before first light
There is a driven nail
by the stove that could
hold a pan if the walls
stay sturdy. And the
old tenants left a mirror in the
bedroom which looks back at
staring walls with fine cracks
like a museum's basement vase
there are brown smears
in the study - chocolate, blood
or shit, we don't know what
will happen to us here or what
will settle on rented walls
or if nothing will settle
at all. We've just moved
and already we are bitter
cranberries in each other's
mouths, biting about photos,
the place of the table, lay
of the bed. The apartment is a City
Hall we cannot fight. So we turn
like lawyers, against each other,
let the walls stare. There is a mirror
to look into, a nail to hang onto.
Our unopened boxes hide in corners
and closets like beaten children.
And we will take the blood
off the walls and the dust
from the shelves. We have one
year together in a place that
is empty at dusk and feels like fog
inside and between us,
and Christ, tomorrow,
we will live here.