tonight when i close my eyes
i watch in horror as my father dies.
it's only the truth, i share no lies
lying on my bed my heart cries.
night after night, all i do is lay and weep
a years gone by and still no sleep.
all i ask is a night off from this pain
instead i hit the bottle as my eyes begin to rain.
the room spins as the whiskey takes over
you died an alkie, maybe i should of stayed sober.
......
I feel my heart beating fast
me and my love alone at last.
we slowly climbed onto the bed
I can't repeat the words i said.
she grabbed my hand to pull me near
a simple whisper in my ear.
I placed a kiss upon her lips
as both her hands clench my hips.
down my sides run her finger nails
she knows full well, it never fails.
......
There is this idea that Faith entirely does not exist. They’ll say it’s “made up”. But for one who commits suicide, it is rather a sad result from someone who lost all or any faith they had.. So don’t let a simple-minded fool tell you otherwise when the results show up on both ends. -Mike R
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Once I seemed to
Fly with glee,
Having you with me,
Enjoyed what I see.
In our ups and downs,
I laughed and cried,
Watered your soul,
When the storms had dried.
......
I feel my heart beating fast
me and my love alone at last.
we slowly climbed onto the bed
I can't repeat the words i said.
she grabbed my hand to pull me near
a simple whisper in my ear.
I placed a kiss upon her lips
as both her hands clench my hips.
down my sides run her finger nails
she knows full well, it never fails.
......
tonight when i close my eyes
i watch in horror as my father dies.
it's only the truth, i share no lies
lying on my bed my heart cries.
night after night, all i do is lay and weep
a years gone by and still no sleep.
all i ask is a night off from this pain
instead i hit the bottle as my eyes begin to rain.
the room spins as the whiskey takes over
you died an alkie, maybe i should of stayed sober.
......
Once I seemed to
Fly with glee,
Having you with me,
Enjoyed what I see.
In our ups and downs,
I laughed and cried,
Watered your soul,
When the storms had dried.
......
There is this idea that Faith entirely does not exist. They’ll say it’s “made up”. But for one who commits suicide, it is rather a sad result from someone who lost all or any faith they had.. So don’t let a simple-minded fool tell you otherwise when the results show up on both ends. -Mike R
Continue reading