Who do you think you are
To touch me that way
To use me the way you did
To bring it upon yourself to destroy my innocence
To break this family
To imprint on it as branded cattle
To pity us
To stuff us in a cell resembling your own
To cause pains and mock other hurts
To abandon us in this world
......
the trace of his bony fingers, each of the ten
i'd kiss them if given the chance
the way his eyes squint and his face wrinkles when he smiles
if i could follow those lines with my fingers or even
my lips
such simple pleasures
so unattainable
Loneliness
seeps through my pores
inhale exhale
permeates my being - my existence
the incessant drumming in my chest
penetrating my soul
turning black, lifeless
No form.
how it seems
......
What if we're not the only ones here
What if there's someone above us
Above all else
The questions that started it all
But what if we just want someone to hear
What if that's behind all the fuss
To placate ourselves
Prolonging the eventual fall
......
No.
You can't leave me.
I won't let you.
I need you.
Not more than air - that's what love-blind people say
But I need you and that's got to mean something, right
You take your short trip.
Or break.
Whatever you call it.
I fall into depression.
......
the trace of his bony fingers, each of the ten
i'd kiss them if given the chance
the way his eyes squint and his face wrinkles when he smiles
if i could follow those lines with my fingers or even
my lips
such simple pleasures
so unattainable
What is there to do
When I can't find the words
When I have these inexplicable feelings
When I can't relate to reality
What is there to do
When I don't want to write
No.
You can't leave me.
I won't let you.
I need you.
Not more than air - that's what love-blind people say
But I need you and that's got to mean something, right
You take your short trip.
Or break.
Whatever you call it.
I fall into depression.
......
What if we're not the only ones here
What if there's someone above us
Above all else
The questions that started it all
But what if we just want someone to hear
What if that's behind all the fuss
To placate ourselves
Prolonging the eventual fall
......
Who do you think you are
To touch me that way
To use me the way you did
To bring it upon yourself to destroy my innocence
To break this family
To imprint on it as branded cattle
To pity us
To stuff us in a cell resembling your own
To cause pains and mock other hurts
To abandon us in this world
......