until the age of 21 - perhaps a while longer,
i lived in order to appeal
to some external object / subject-individuum -
to listen to what other people wanted,
never what i wanted,
i still remember the ordeal of
making my body appeal
to the tastes of women...
to always seem to have
......
until the age of 21 - perhaps a while longer,
i lived in order to appeal
to some external object / subject-individuum -
to listen to what other people wanted,
never what i wanted,
i still remember the ordeal of
making my body appeal
to the tastes of women...
to always seem to have
......