It’s been eleven months since you passed,
eleven since my first Christmas without you,
eight since I got my license,
six since my senior prom,
six since my graduation,
five since Shane turned seven,
three since mom turned forty-seven,
two since I turned eighteen,
in ten days, it’ll be thanksgiving,
and in thirty-five days it'll be a year.
......
What would you say if you could see me now?
Nothing.
Feelings were never your strong suite,
but you’d hug my shaking body, and you’d rub my back.
You’d fix a bowl of ice cream.
No,
You’d fix two.
Couldn’t let me eat alone.
You’d finally asked why I was crying, but I’d never be able to tell you.
What would I say?
......
It’s been eleven months since you passed,
eleven since my first Christmas without you,
eight since I got my license,
six since my senior prom,
six since my graduation,
five since Shane turned seven,
three since mom turned forty-seven,
two since I turned eighteen,
in ten days, it’ll be thanksgiving,
and in thirty-five days it'll be a year.
......
What would you say if you could see me now?
Nothing.
Feelings were never your strong suite,
but you’d hug my shaking body, and you’d rub my back.
You’d fix a bowl of ice cream.
No,
You’d fix two.
Couldn’t let me eat alone.
You’d finally asked why I was crying, but I’d never be able to tell you.
What would I say?
......