As I stand before the gates of death,
And take my final, trembling breath
I'm filled with fear and deep regret
For all the things I left unsaid
I try to find my way to faith,
But no matter how I pray,
I remain an atheist at heart
A heathen creature with no god,
And now, as death draws near,
I am afraid.
......
Intrusive thoughts, come in and wipe your feet.
hand me your coat of dereliction, Ill wash it with my esteem.
You see, I was hoping you was stopping by.
I really got some shit to think.
Why is it that you never married, when is the last time you ate?
The smell of loneliness crashes through the room as an interrupted sentence
Go ahead and fix a plate.
Guilt and self-pity got the dishes.
Intrusive thoughts, come in and wipe your feet.
hand me your coat of dereliction, Ill wash it with my esteem.
You see, I was hoping you was stopping by.
I really got some shit to think.
Why is it that you never married, when is the last time you ate?
The smell of loneliness crashes through the room as an interrupted sentence
Go ahead and fix a plate.
Guilt and self-pity got the dishes.
As I stand before the gates of death,
And take my final, trembling breath
I'm filled with fear and deep regret
For all the things I left unsaid
I try to find my way to faith,
But no matter how I pray,
I remain an atheist at heart
A heathen creature with no god,
And now, as death draws near,
I am afraid.
......