It's crazy how
sadness is painful.
As I'm feeling it now,
It's more than just my soul.
Did I do this to myself?
Are you the cause?
Could it be something else?
Or nothing at all?
......
Unspilled tears hidden behind her hollow shouts,
When noxious scars highlight secrets of years
Absolutely carved unfulfilled dreams
From Silent screams to broken mirrors,
Reveal cruel actions that grace her skin,
Chaotic smile that start to disappear
Unveiling the battle, yet to win
Purring desires that no one ever hear.
......
God why did you create this world,
What comes in your mind? why did you create this world?
People aren't helping each other,
friends are becoming enemies here,
No-one is really bother,
Why did you create this world,
God why did you create this world...
You made relations,
you gave them heart,
......
I'm crumpling inside
but there's no reason for me to be.
I need YOU to be mad at me
so I'm no longer stuck.
I've pinned myself to a wall.
A wall of guilt.
A wall of pain and hurt.
A wall of self-hatred.
......
Be busy like a honey-bee without fighting abnormally !
-
See both sides is my plea and fighting is fully ugly !
-
Do acts mainly to rescue and any fight is fiendish in my view !
-
God will reward holy peace if we don't bombard fights to retard !
-
Star ever entertains us, never entertains us war !
-
......
Be busy like a honey-bee without fighting abnormally !
-
See both sides is my plea and fighting is fully ugly !
-
Do acts mainly to rescue and any fight is fiendish in my view !
-
God will reward holy peace if we don't bombard fights to retard !
-
Star ever entertains us, never entertains us war !
-
......
Don't talk over them,
Don't expect them to care,
Don't be surprised if they laugh at me
Don't expect them to listen.
Expect them to be dismissive
Expect them to be defensive
Expect them to be self - righteous
(I've got to get out of this situation.)
......
I'm crumpling inside
but there's no reason for me to be.
I need YOU to be mad at me
so I'm no longer stuck.
I've pinned myself to a wall.
A wall of guilt.
A wall of pain and hurt.
A wall of self-hatred.
......
It's crazy how
sadness is painful.
As I'm feeling it now,
It's more than just my soul.
Did I do this to myself?
Are you the cause?
Could it be something else?
Or nothing at all?
......
All steps grow thorns and thistles
Boulders lie hidden from the walking eyes;
Some throw them out with ease
While some fall down and writhe with cries.
Life is a testing trial by fire
Everybody must stride out of fear and tear;
Some see black in blues and reds
While some go green and grin far and near.
......