My songs of praise have fallen silent
Silent as my baby's cries
That mustard seed of loving faith
Sits now black with decay
I prayed for mercy and wept for healing
But those pleas dispersed to stillness
Stillness, like the haunting empty stillness
Instead of baby's kicks inside
Divine comfort holds for me no draw
It wasn't comfort that I sought after all
......
Today, lying in my bed
I was thinking about life
I was bemused and I bled
I cut myself with a knife
now I am sitting here seeing only red
Can't wait to finally be dead...
Today, lying in my bed
thinking about how my life could be sped
listening to nothing but my breath
......
What.
Do you.
Want. From me.
What more could you possibly want.
You’ve already taken all that is worth taking. Yet here you are, back for more
My mind and all my thoughts
strain through a filter
Left for most to not understand!!
like mornings coffee
soon to wear off.
My mind gets lost
to maneuver through the Void
just to get you to sift the sanity
through the the grounds of a new day
to open a new wave or a false wake of the
......
When I see her face there is a shade
When I hear her voice, I feel comfortable in my heart
When I see her smile I feel sunshine and never fade
When I see point of view of her life that inspire my heart
Nothing has changed in her like spring which displays the beauty of the scent of flowers
Nothing has changed her feelings and love for me
Nothing has changed about my feelings to her like leaves that always grow on each stem and they are water proofers
Nothing changes day after day, month after month, year after year her feelings for me
......
Do you ever feel out of reach,
out of touch with the world?
Like the world's moving on
but you're drifting away.
The worlds leaving you behind,
but you're watching it all through a birds eye view,
in slow motion,
......
Today, lying in my bed
I was thinking about life
I was bemused and I bled
I cut myself with a knife
now I am sitting here seeing only red
Can't wait to finally be dead...
Today, lying in my bed
thinking about how my life could be sped
listening to nothing but my breath
......
When I see her face there is a shade
When I hear her voice, I feel comfortable in my heart
When I see her smile I feel sunshine and never fade
When I see point of view of her life that inspire my heart
Nothing has changed in her like spring which displays the beauty of the scent of flowers
Nothing has changed her feelings and love for me
Nothing has changed about my feelings to her like leaves that always grow on each stem and they are water proofers
Nothing changes day after day, month after month, year after year her feelings for me
......
It’s all empty inside,
Nothing is real now
The smile, I wear
The words, I speak
The happiness, I pretend
The comfort, I wish
It’s all empty inside
The reality is
The tears, I hide
......
My mind and all my thoughts
strain through a filter
Left for most to not understand!!
like mornings coffee
soon to wear off.
My mind gets lost
to maneuver through the Void
just to get you to sift the sanity
through the the grounds of a new day
to open a new wave or a false wake of the
......